I've been feeling anxious the last few days. Part of my anxiety comes from Nate's absence while he interns in DC, knowing that he's missing out on Max moments, days, and weeks. We'll be together for good the end of April, but in the meantime I'm a single parent with a baby I get excited to see after each sleepy night. If I were in Nate's shoes, I would be miserable. I love him for working hard and sacrificing for our future.
The other part of my anxiety comes from feeling rushed. Max is growing up quickly... and so am I. I'm not sure which birthday will be harder this year - my 30th, or Max's 1st.
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